worst weekend ever

this weekend fucking sucked. it was terrible. i feel like shit right now and i have felt like shit all weekend. nothing could make me feel better right now.
i wish i had some bear and a pack of cigarettes.
i don't know what i'm doing half the time and i have no idea what i am going to do in the future...i want something very different.

Tasty Place

I spent most of today In The Flowers with My Girls and they were in their Summertime Clothes. Its part of our Daily Routine and we usually play my BrothersSport which consist of a ball, walking and Throwing...the girls started to run and before i could shout out "NO MORE RUNNIN" i fell and i was like a Lion in a coma. I awoke to some Guys Eyes which were kind of Bluish starring into mine and like my little girls i was Also Frightened. I also had a strange Taste in my mouth...

MARRIWEATEHRPOSTPAVILLION!!!!!

new animal collective album january 20th, marriweather post pavillion! i'm very excited and what not.
no we haven't finished the new E.P.
and Yes tomorrow it will be officially done...
Nobody reads this

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Kids on Holiday

As you know, this past week i was ill. Dane and i were supposed to start recording our E.P. for Lazy Loons on Monday and we didn't get to start until Thursday! Even though we started on Thursday we actually got some good takes and finished four songs! so there is only one song left to record! also i did all of my vocal tracks while still being sick, but i assure you they are still wonderful! tomorrow we will hopefully get some great takes for the last song and hopefully we will be done recording! After that all we would have left to do is mix the tracks and add things to them to make the songs feel more warm and welcoming(which is also the direction i want to go in when it comes to anything).

Currently writing a story called "Almost, San Diego" which is loosely based off of adventures i've been on with friends and my girlfriend and also about being/getting lost and finding yourself.

OUT!

i've been out for two days now, but i am diong a hell of a lot better and i hope i didn't miss too much at school. i can't wait to go back tomorrow! i also got my car fixed and it didn't cost anybody anything! so thats always a plus.

i now have two demos that i am serious about working on for my first ever REAL DEAL Talkshow host E.P.

title is "[*_*]" so hopefully i can work on that as soon as i am done recording with Lazy loons. thanks to me we are behind schedule even more than before. yet i don't think it will be too hard to get back on track.

<3

I am Philiam

myspace.com/philiambear

seriously, myspace music is driving me crazy...i hate it soo much.
it really has made things a bit harder to work with.
i wish myspace could just go back to the way it used to be.

i spent my day at home watching the office season 2! it was weird watching and knowing that Jim and Pam are together. i also spent my day waiting for "How i Met Your Mother" and "Heroes"!. i can't wait for tomorrow and hopefully i feel better because today i started to get some sort of chills...i have no idea if thats a bad thing.

Not so Private update

Currently:

making new music by sampling other songs;
watching office season 2;
Reading for Humanities class.

with love

Philip D. Freedman